Thursday, March 15, 2012

Come Let's Go Up To The Mountain


During my time at New Life Church I was spending early morning hours in prayer, fasting, and I was seeking to hear God’s voice.  Out of that pursuit I received something I did not ask for or expect…dreams.

Here is an example.

I dreamed I was in Nashville, at Belmont Church, at the KOINONIA Bookstore and Coffee House.  I could hear a song coming from the small performance stage on the coffee house side of the building.  I had played music on that little stage many times. As I walked into the front door, the bookstore side of the building seemed to grow and the bookshelves seemed to grow taller.  I remember even thinking in my dream, “I don’t remember the bookstore being this big.”  The bookshelves became a sort of labyrinth. I followed the music and eventually came around a set of shelves to where the stage should be.

Instead of the small raised carpeted platform nestled in the corner where the two red brick walls met, there was just a floor. Windows were letting in light where the brick wall should have been.  Sitting cross-legged in a circle on the floor were about a dozen people, singing.

They looked a bit like college-aged neo-hippie types.  They had their eyes closed. Some were swaying to the music a bit. Some one was playing a djembe.  The guitar player and main singer of the group looked a bit out of place.  He was portly, in his 50’s, had a grey gotee and feathered grey hair over his collar.

What first attracted me to the song was the rhythm.  It was a slow rolling 4 with triplets on the beat (or, more precisely, it was in 6/8 time…1-2-3-4-5-6-2-2-3-4-5-6.)

I came to the circle and listened to the repeated lyric:

Come let’s go up to the mountain. Come let’s go up to the Lord
Come let’s go up to the mountain. He will teach us His ways.

It was from Micah 4:2, Many nations will come and say, "Come, let us go up to the mountain of the LORD, to the house of the God of Jacob. He will teach us his ways, so that we may walk in his paths." The law will go out from Zion, the word of the LORD from Jerusalem.

And me being me (even in my dreams) I begin to “debate” with the faceless someone who was standing next to me, “You see? This is what I’m talking about. Everybody wants to run-up to the mountain to get away from their troubles and responsibilities. I want God’s presence down in the valley. That is where I spend my time.  I work in a dark crevasse and I need Him down there.”  My faceless dream companion didn’t respond. We just stood there and listened to those two lines over and over.

The next day I woke up. I think I may have vaguely remembered that dream for a while but by the time I was done with my shower, it was gone.

That evening we had worship band practice.  We were at the church building, on the stage, goofing off a bit before we actually got started.  Rick Evans came to us and said, “Let’s listen to this new song. Chris, I think you’ll be able to play this.”  Rick popped in the CD and a single violin began to play a-tempo.  Then it began to pick up into a kind of “jig” feel. Finally the band came in with a slow rolling 4 with triplets on the beat.

Next, a young woman began to sing:

Nations will be flowing to Zion
When they see the house of the Lord
Running to His peaceful kingdom
Shouting they lay down their swords



Come let's go up to the mountain
Come let's Go up to the Lord
Come let's go up to the mountain
He will teach us His ways

It started with a strange feeling of familiarity. Then the whole dream flooded back.  I began to play along.  The notes were there, the feel was there. The song was a natural fit for me.

I can’t remember who I said this to (maybe Michael Collins) but I said as nonchalantly as I could:

ME: I really liked this song the first time I heard it.

MICHAEL: When was that?

ME: Last night in my dream.

Come Let’s Go Up to the Mountain became an important song in New Life for a time.  It seemed to release people to dance, and I don’t mean the small Pentecostal Pogo either, I mean full attempts at ballet sweeping across the room.

I saw a video performance of the song a couple of years later where I recognized that portly grey-haired goteed guitar player from my dream, Don Potter.


chris


Wednesday, March 14, 2012

Pi Day

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Today is March 14th; Pi Day.

I don't like Pi Day.

It seems irrational.

chris

Tuesday, March 13, 2012

A last straw (when I quit doing Treatment)

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As I have written in previous blogs, I had an over-inflated view of the power of my own empathy to change the lives of people.  I believed that if I could just love someone enough (or have dysfunctional will and emotion towards them) that they would change for the better. That their circumstances would change and that things would just be “better.”  I was delusional and sadly mistaken.

Case in point:  There were siblings from East Tennessee at KDS when I first started working there.  One (if not both) were considered, “Grandpa’s Children” which was a backwoods way of saying, “Grandpa was also the father.”  These two particular children had been neglected and abused.  They had engaged in inappropriate personal behavior with other siblings and their own parents.  It was a sad and disgusting story that made me very angry.  I used that “energy” in working with them, building relationships with them and wading through the myriad of challenging behaviors they presented.

They were at KDS a number of years and for my part, I felt like a built a very strong and effective relationship with each of them to the point where there was not a whole lot of “behavior modification” than needed to go on. I could just talk listen to them and give correction and direction.  They were well fed. They were clean. The slept inside, in beds, with sheets, blankets and pillows.  They were safe, they were learning. The older sibling was working and earning actual money.  They had great experiences through Special Olympics. They had friends and adults who cared for them.  They had a good life.

When the younger sibling turned 18, she demanded to return home as did her 19-year old brother. This was a problem, because they actually could go home. They were adults.

At the time in Tennessee there were some super-hinky policies and procedures concerning who would pay for adult services for people with handicaps and when those services would take effect.  I’ll try to explain:

Ø      Federal Special Education Law requires schools to provide educational services to students with disabilities up to their 22nd birthday if those students agree to access those services.  If the student graduates with a diploma, then they no longer receive services.
Ø      Department Children’s Services (DCS) stop providing residential services at the age of 18.
Ø      The department of Mental Health and Mental Retardation (DMHMR) will not provide services until the individuals are 22 years old.

That is a potential 4-year gap in service from the time an individual would leave DCS support and start accessing DMHMR support. We dealt with some clients who couldn’t cross the street without support let alone live independently for 4 years!

I blame DMHMR for the dilemma (I don’t know if it is a dilemma in TN today or not) because the reason they wouldn’t provide services was because Educational Services were still available and they didn’t want clients to “double-dip” services, like they could get too much support and service (which is, to coin and inappropriate phrase, moronic.)

DCS finally (and begrudgingly) stepped-up and said, “Ok, if a child has a mental or cognitive handicap, we will provide services until such time as they can obtain adult services.”  The caveat was, however, once they leave custody after the age of 18, they cannot return to custody again.  They can only wait until they can access adult services when they turn 22.  So you give children with cognitive impairments the choice to either stay in their current placements or allow them to return “home.”  This is what the East Tennessee Siblings opted to do, to go right back to the shanty where their abusive Grandpa/Dad was waiting for them.

A year after they “went home” I saw the sister at a regional Special Olympics event. Apparently the family and signed them up for school.  They had been heavily involved in Special Olympics at KDS so it was a good activity for them.

I was heartbroken to see the younger sister.  Her thick blonde hair was greasy, lifeless and un-kept. She had lost weight.  Her clothes were disheveled.  But it as her teeth that were the most telling.  Her smile was grey. I imagine she had not brushed her teeth for a year.

I talked to the sponsor that brought her from her school who happened to be her special education teacher. She said that the siblings would come to school and immediately take a shower.  She would feed them and let them have personal care items.  They had a set of clothes for them so they would take their dirty clothes (that they were wearing) and wash them while giving them a clean set for the day.  The teacher also said they would then sleep most of the morning and then they would do some work in the afternoon. (As usual, SPED teachers are awesome.)  They had contacted DCS and DMHMR and of course, no one was going to do anything.

About midnight of the first day of our 3-day Special Olympic event, the younger sister came to the door of one of the KDS female sponsor’s hotel room and begged to come back to KDS. She cried and cried and begged to come back…which, of course, she couldn’t.

After the event was over I saw her pile into the van with the other kids from her area and I watched her drive away, right back to the abuser she had been rescued from 8 years earlier.

Eight years of work, down the drain.

Eight years of battles…for nothing.

Eight years and two lives…gone.

For years I held onto Matthew 10:42 “And if anyone gives even a cup of cold water to one of these little ones because he is my disciple, I tell you the truth, he will certainly not lose his reward." as a way to cope with days like that. A cup of cold water really does nothing for someone except temporarily quench their thirst. They will most certainly be thirsty again…and in short order.

But I couldn’t shake the thought: Eight wasted years.

That was led by another thought, a thought that turned into a type of prayer, a prayer that shaped my family's next 7 years.

“Jesus, I can’t do treatment anymore. I won’t do treatment anymore, unless YOU are the treatment.”

chris


Monday, March 12, 2012

Daylight Savings Time (or as I call it, "Morninglight Robbing Time.")

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I am not a fan of daylight savings time. I like mornings.


Here are some stupid factoids about daylight savings time...

chris

A NUMBER OF UNEXPECTED AREAS IMPACTED BY DAYLIGHT SAVING TIME:
 
Draft Status, Vietnam War: A man, born just after 12 midnight, DST, avoided the Vietnam War draft by arguing that under official standard time he was born the previous daywhich had a much higher draft lottery number.

Halloween Trick-or-Treaters: For many years, the DST in the U.S. ended a few days before Halloween. The extended DST period that took effect in 2007 will always include Halloween. This provides young trick-or-treaters one more hour of light and therefore more safety from traffic accidents during that hour.

Riots: Patrons of bars that stay open past 2 a.m. lose one hour of drinking time on the day when DST springs forward one hour. This indignity has led to riots, such as in Athens, Ohio, site of Ohio University.

Voter Turnout in Elections: DST is the U.S. has almost always ended before U.S. Election Day, but under the recent DST extension some Election Days will have DST. There have been proposals to extend the DST period so that it always includes Election Day, which could encourage greater voter participation, since more people might go to the polls in the evening if there still was daylight when they returned home from work.

Amtrak: To keep to published timetables, trains cannot leave a station before the scheduled time. So when the clocks fall back one hour in the autumn, all Amtrak trains in the United States that are running on time stop at 2 A.M. and wait one hour before resuming. Overnight passengers are often surprised to find their train at a dead stop and their travel time an hour longer than expected. At the spring DST time change, trains instantaneously become an hour behind schedule at 2 A.M., but they just keep going and do their best to make up the time.

Antarctica: In Antarctica, where there is no daylight in the winter and months of twenty-four-hour daylight in the summer, many research stations still observe daylight saving time anyway—to keep the same time as their supply stations in Chile or New Zealand.

Violent Crime: A study by the Law Enforcement Assistance Administration found that crime was consistently less during periods of DST than during comparable standard time periods. Data for one city showed violent crime down 10 to 13%.

Sunday, March 11, 2012

Mead's Corner

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I'm sitting here, downtown Wichita at Mead's Corner.  It is a coffehouse. As I have mentioned in the past, I like coffeehouses.

I am a bit late to the hipster movement, (I ve been a coffeehouse guy since 2000) but I'm not here to be hip, I'm here to drink my tea, write my blog, and then read "Blood Meridian" by Cormac McCathy.

Eric is at an audition for Musical Theatre of Wichita a couple blocks down the street.

This place is perfect.  It has nooks and crannies. It has lots of brick and old wood. It has a small music performance place and an art space, and right now, it's packed. Late Sunday afternoon downtown and it's full.

Mead's is run by a Free Methodist Church catty-corner from the building.  There are lots of Bibles on tables. As I eavesdrop, there are intersting conversations goin on. A table surrounded by people wearing clergy colors are having some kind of mission/vision conversation about their ministry.  The Republican caucuses are also going on right now a couple blocks away, so there is political talk.

I would love to own a place like this...

chris

To learn more about Mead's Corner: Mead's Corner

To learn more about Musical Theatre of Wichita: MTWichita.org

Saturday, March 10, 2012

MORE COMPARATIVE AND PROJECTIVE STATISTICS ABOUT MUSICAL THEATRE

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MORE COMPARATIVE AND PROJECTIVE STATISTICS ABOUT MUSICAL THEATRE.

PLEASE READ THE PREVIOUS DAY'S BLOG...


There are over 200 university-level BFA-Musical Theatre programs.

There are over 32 MFA-Musical Theatre programs.

Each year those programs produce up to 5000 trained and credentialed Musical Theatre performers.

42 musicals on & off Broadway (including the Berenstain Bears Live and The Naked Boys Sing.)

If the average number of performers was 30 per cast (which it isn’t) the total need would be 1260 performers.  Let’s go ahead and bump out number up to 1300 needed performers.

There are 36 “Broadway” tour companies supporting 34 shows.  B&B 31, Addams: 25,  Idiot: 20,  Wicked: 36 (30) 1100

Broadway/Off-Broadway: 1300
Broadway Tours: 1100
TOTAL (HIGH) ESTIMATE:2500

WHAT IF THE SAME RATIO OF TOP SCHOOLS PRODUCING TALENT WAS THE SAME AS COLLEGIATE SPORTS?

12% (24) OF THE SCHOOLS PRODUCING 40% (1000) OF THE TALENT?

That sounds about right doesn’t it?

chris

Friday, March 9, 2012

Talent: A lesson from College Sports

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Since I'm on this "BFA in Musical Theatre" kick.  I thought I would do some comparing of numbers in another talent-driven college-to-pro program...Sports.

Here are a bunch  of Stats, Facts, and Figures that I will eventually compare and contrast with Broadway stats.


Top Level Talent: Stats & Figures from College Football/Basketball to the NFL/MBA

Football
120 Division I College Football Teams
85 Scholarships per school
105 Members per team
TOTAL NUMBER OF D-I ATHELETES: 12,600

32 NFL Teams
45 active players per team (NFL Total: 1440)
8 inactive players (NFL Total: 256)
8 practice squad players (NFL Total: 256)
Total Number of Roster Players: 1696
TOTAL NUMBER OF NFL ATHELETES: 1952

Annual # of NFL Draft Picks: 224
Annual # of Undrafted Player Signings: >60
Annual # of Draft-Eligible College Players (Seniors and declared Juniors): 3200
CHANCES OF MAKING AN NFL ROSTER OUT OF COLLEGE: >9%

Basketball
344 Division I College Basketball Teams
15 Members per team
TOTAL NUMBER OF D-1 ATHELETES: 5160

30 NBA Teams
15 Roster Players (12 Active/3 Inactive)
TOTAL NUMBER OF NBA ATHELETES: 450

Annual # of Drafted Players: 60
Annual # of Undrafted Player Signings: >12
Annual # of Draft-Eligible Players: 5160+ (Including International & High School)
CHANCES OF MAKING AN NBA ROSTER OUT OF COLLEGE: >2%

Top Schools for NFL Players 2011 Season

10: Penn State
NFL Players: 39
Offense: 19
Defense: 20
The Household Names: Kerry Collins, Robbie Gould 
Pro Football Hall of Fame: Jack Ham, Franco Harris, Mike Michalske, Lenny Moore, Mike Munchak

9: Auburn
NFL Players: 41
Offense: 19
Defense: 22
The Household Names: Cam Newton, Ronnie Brown, Takeo Spikes, Cadillac Williams
Pro Football Hall of Fame: Frank Gatski

9: Cal
NFL Players: 41
Offense: 23
Defense: 18
The Household Names: Nnamdi Asomugha, Scott Fujita, Tony Gonzalez, DeSean Jackson, Marshawn Lynch, Aaron Rodgers
Pro Football Hall of Fame: Les Richter

9: Nebraska
NFL Players: 41
Offense: 18
Defense: 23
The Household Names: Ndamukong Suh, Carl Nicks 
Pro Football Hall of Fame: Bob Brown, Guy Chamberlin, Link Lyman

8: Oklahoma
NFL Players: 42
Offense: 24
Defense: 18
The Household Names: Sam Bradford, Tommie Harris, Adrian Peterson 
Pro Football Hall of Fame: Troy Aikman, Tommy McDonald, Lee Roy Selmon

7:  Florida
NFL Players: 43
Offense: 22
Defense: 21
The Household Names: Jabar Gaffney, Rex Grossman, Percy Harvin, Tim Tebow 
Pro Football Hall of Fame: Emmitt Smith, Jack Youngblood

7: Iowa
NFL Players: 43
Offense: 18
Defense: 28
The Household Names: Dallas Clark, Bob Sanders, Aaron Kampman
Pro Football Hall of Fame: Paul Krause, Andre Tippett, Emlen Tunnell 

6: Tennessee
NFL Players: 44
Offense: 21
Defense: 23
The Household Names: Arian Foster, Albert Haynesworth, Peyton Manning, Jason Witten 
Pro Football Hall of Fame: Doug Atkins, Reggie White

5:  Georgia
NFL Players: 45
Offense: 19
Defense: 26
The Household Names: Champ Bailey, A.J. Green, Knowshon Moreno, Richard Seymour, Matthew Stafford
Pro Football Hall of Fame: Fran Tarkenton, Charley Trippi

4: Ohio State
NFL Players: 51
Offense:
Defense:
The Household Names: Ted Ginn, Anthony Gonzalez, A.J. Hawk, Santonio Holmes, Nick Mangold, Terrelle Pryor, Will Smith, Beanie Wells, Antoine Winfield
Pro Football Hall of Fame: Sid Gillman, Lou Groza, Dante Lavelli, Dick LeBeau, Jim Parker, Ed Sabol, Paul Warfield, Bill Willis

3: LSU
NFL Players: 52
Offense: 26
Defense: 26
The Household Names: Joe Addai, Bradie James, Dwayne Bowe, Ryan Clark, Glenn Dorsey, Kevin Faulk, LaRon Landry, Patrick Peterson 
Pro Football Hall of Fame: Jim Taylor, Y.A. Tittle, Steve Van Buren

2: Texas
NFL Players: 54
Offense: 25
Defense: 29
The Household Names: Colt McCoy, Cedric Benson, Ricky Williams, Casey "Big Snack" Hampton 
Pro Football Hall of Fame: Earl Campbell, Tom Landry, Bobby Layne, Tex Schramm

1: Miami
NFL Players: 59
Offense: 29
Defense: 30
The Household Names: Frank Gore, Devin Hester, Ray Lewis, Santana Moss, Ed Reed, Antrel Rolle, Jeremy Shockey, Jonathan Vilma, Reggie Wayne, Kellen Winslow
Pro Football Hall of Fame: Ted Hendricks, Michael Irvin, Jim Kelly, Jim Otto

1: USC
NFL Players: 59
Offense: 32
Defense: 28
The Household Names: Reggie Bush, Matt Cassel, Matt Leinart, Clay Matthews, Taylor Mays, Troy Polamalu, Mark Sanchez
Pro Football Hall of Fame: Marcus Allen, Morris Badgro, Frank Gifford, Ronnie Lott, Bruce Matthews, Ron Mix, Anthony Munoz, O.J. Simpson, Lynn Swann, Willie Wood, Ron Yary

654 Players out of 1696 total 53-man roster players (39%) come from these 14 schools.

12% (14) OF THE SCHOOLS THAT HAVE DIVISION I FOOTBALL PRODUCE 40% OF THE NFL TALENT.

hmmmmmmmmm.....

chris